July 7, 2008 - Sold the house

So probably the hardest thing I had to do was sell my house, and I just sold it this weekend. It brought on a lot of emotions and I almost feel like I am letting go of Brian again. It feels like he just died in my arms all over again. We built our lives, marriage, family, and dreams in that house and now by the end of the month it will no longer be ours. It is amazing how something like selling a house and bring it all back again and in a way more intensly. I miss that life that we had in that house. We had a good life, and it is gone.