August 17, 2008 - Things aren't so bad after all

I am starting to find out that the things that you are most scared of always turn out not to be so scary after all. I lived in a life of routine most of my life with little change and anything new I experianced was never on my own since I was 18. So now that I have been going through a lot of change and everythign is pretty much a new experiance as much as I would love to share those experiances with Brian its not so bad doing it on your own. I think he would be proud of me. He always wanted me to feel like I could stand on my own...well I guess I am. Now if I could just build up my confidence a little more I will be set :)